Life Lately

It seems that whenever everything is good in my life, i feel the worst. Ive recently been diagnosed with anxiety and borderline depression. Me? Depressed? I'm still in disbelief, yet i cant feel any better. I was prescribed Paxil for the anxiety. its done nothing but make me more depressed. But i guess that's a side effect of anti-depression/anxiety pills, to make you more depressed. Sounds kinda DUMB to me. Anyway, I need the weather to get better and i need a job. Im tired of sitting around my house with my dog fucking miserable. I mean Jesus, the only time im happy is when i see Mandy or jam with 26 beers or the mercy case. I need to get off my ass and get my life moving. But not right now... Im busy blogging.